live through this and you won’t look back
you know honestly i feel like i would be okay with the world and not necessarily have to expect the worst to happen if things like horrible luck didnt constantly strike me like a fucking lightning bolt.
i legitimately feel like no matter what i do i will always get the short end of the stick whether its just me being a good person or me just having terrible luck of the draw and im so fucking sick of it. like i legitimately just spent time crying over some shit that legitimately shouldnt have even happened to me but of course it does and it shouldnt even be that big of a deal but of course it is. fuck me.
fuck me every fucking day.